February 17th~9pm in Shanghai
Today we made it to Shanghai. The city
where our baby has been for 19 months and tomorrow we finally get to
meet her and gotcha day is here at last!! I can't even begin to
express my emotions right now: excited, anxious, scared, nervous,
but most of all joyful. Matt is freaking me out a little because he
is so calm. I'm so glad he is though because it makes me relax a
little more. If I had to guess several months ago about which one of
us would have been the calm one, I would have bet money it was going
to be me...so I for one am shocked at that. :) Just another reason
why he is going to be a great dad. I am so excited to meet Ava and
finally have her in my arms, but I am nervous about what feelings she
may have and how I will react to those feelings~we know what is about
to happen, she does not. I am praying that my heart is prepared for
any reaction she may have. But I know that God has his hand on this
situation. I just need to not worry and rely on Him. I know that
regardless of her or my reaction, I so be so filled with love that
none of that will even matter. Now, I just have to get a good
night's sleep...we'll see how that goes ;)
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